28/11/2011

You know who is that?
I have been stopped to meet she since year 2009.
when we were still young sure got many puppy love right?
It's because of kiss and hug such things
I gave she already.
lol.
Ya. I dont mind to share it.
And now,
I'm avoid she
but I'm not going to force myself to forget her..
Ya.
Last time is me said break up.
Because I can't accept his lifestyle, attitude and etc.
I had just 1 year more be with she..
But,
felt uncomfortable through cheating me.
My parents and friends fed up on me
because of my childish.
I gave up all my things even studies because of her.
Was I stupid?
Sure. I was.
That time too young I admit.
I didn't even know what's important for me.
Only her in my mind.
She did love me but I dont think she treated me good.
Finally,
I gave up our relationship in despair.
Is already 2 years.
I always tell she I wont be with she anymore
and told her that I have Girl Friend now.
when dont even give up to sms me or call me within 3 or 4 weeks.
I checked her facebook..
she gave it to me last week.
I realised that she has changed.
Her hairstyle I mean.
but not his attitude and character.
I definitely won't repeat that.
Because I knew my own situation very well..
It's from my real heart.


God bless

25/11/2011

this is a diary for you ,for the last time
the moment that i wake up and i straight away look at my phone
i cant even clearly saw what u writing about and i cant even talked well
i still in blur status , i call you
you told me that you dont felt like wanna talking
as usual, i followed what your wishes.
maybe you just never realize that, i need and i must follow what your want
you told me that you dont felt like wanna talk and ask me to text you, i follow
even i dont feel like wanna text.
u always expect that i need to follow what your wishes.

i dont know what is the particular reason that you so desperate wanna see me
not because of you like me
you never care what my situation and my feeling
u always want me to follow your wishes even i dont think like wanna do that
have u ever think what my feeling
maybe i am just the one to fill your free time

i am in tired and i am unhappy
not only physically and also mental
i dont wanna chase your shadow


i also wish people follow me
i also wish , people care me =)

24/11/2011

只要 在我的眸中
曾有你芬芳的夏日
在我心中
永存一首真挚的诗

那么就这样忧伤以终老
也没什么不好

1995-10-08
by
Dex

流言蜚语

多得是

满天飞

如果每一个谣言

我都要很在意

很生气的话

我也太累了

懂我的人

不用我解释

他都懂我

不懂我的人

我也不必解释那么多

理智

是我现在学习的东西

沉住气

是成长必学的东西

天公疼傻子

可是我们不能一直当傻子

正常的判断力

足以判断一个人

对你真心与否

判断力

是让我们不受谣言影响

洗脑

我们必须在谣言的世界

稳固我们的判断力

不是别人说是

你也觉得是

一句话要带出的意思很多

这要看每个人的理解能力

华语考试为什么会考理解就是这样

明明作文给的都一样

却还是有人对有人错

难道他们看的文章不一样吗?

-林钟献一向个性冲动-

-心直口快-

-有时说的话不是这个意思-

-却可以被误会成是这个意思-

-说声对不起-

-如果让您不小心误会了-

-不必想太多-

-我这人从不想太多-

just back form low yat for my unifi job..
tried face..
T.T
i have to getting rest now!
i need hard working for this job!
seeing the ways earn money..!

work hard!
workhard!
work hard!
workhard!
work hard!
workhard!
work hard!
workhard!
work hard!
workhard!
$..$

很久很久以前的她，是属于他的她。

这个时刻的她，是属于她自己的她。

过了很久很久的她，比起以前的她，

越来越开心，越来越自由，越来越活泼，越来越可爱。

曾经以为已经没有他的她，以为一切已经结束，

今天的他，忽然又思念回她，而她，却已经没有了他。

她没看到他，而他呢，在远边，默默的看着她。

只希望她，快快乐乐的过日子，也不必想念他。

Dex Lim
22/11/2011
10.56

Subway

Had a very full filling tea break.
Thanks to the awesome Subway buy one free one voucher ;)
Of course i don't eat both sandwiches alone,
I share it with someone ;)
Never thought a subway sandwich actually enough to stuff my stomach and make me do not have appetite to take dinner.
Gotta keep my diet plan success! Gotta control my diet,
say NO to obese hehe.

This is my first visit to Garden Lifestyle Store and Cafe which located at The Curve. I think this cafe is well-known, with concept/ theme similar to Full House but personally I think Full House's theme cuter :D I like the garden theme green plants decorations together with white wall, furnitures, piano etc, these settings all together creates a comfortable place for people to relax and relieve stress. And surprisingly they serves good food too, in other words the food quality is satisfying though I had tried only two dishes.

I didn't take much photos, but here a few to share with you.

Let's give the photos a glance :)

my lovely friend

Here's come to the end of the post.

Will update more, stay tune :)

飞得越高，看得越多，失望也越多

The higher you fly, the more you see, the more you feel disappointed.

我不知道为什么这一句一直在我脑中

觉得这一句很适合今天的我

期望很高，看到很多东西，但是相反的跌得也很痛

不开心

没有安慰

也没有办法让自己开心起来

想找人倾诉可是能够找谁呢

又有谁会听我说呢?

开始厌倦自己

讨厌自己对自己的看法

100 只有 50

蓝色给了回来时是红色的

错的只有一方

对的在那里呢？

找寻

那另一片天空

那片宛如彩霞一般的天空

让我好好站在那里

瞭望那短暂的日落

有些话，想对自己说很久了

但是却没有说出口

你可以不要要求那么高吗?

有时因为你要求高，又得不到你想要的

就一定会失望

爬得越高，跌的时候就一定越痛

曾经想这样又想那样

但最后呢？又怎样?

你不能硬硬改变一个人的性格的

你不是超人

但是我也知道你不能一下改变自己

时间是必须的

就让时间来过渡你自己

环境不同了

你的生活也必须改变了

想快不能快，想慢有不能慢

想做的东西太多了

你不能顾全每一样东西

你只会觉得时间不够用

你就是觉得人家负了你

但是人家也会有自己的天空

你不能得到人家的认同

是因为你做的人家不满意你的做法

你就算了吧

你现在没有身份

你没有!!!

没有人会知道

也不会有人过问

你需要安静的修身养性了

社会太混乱了

很多不应该发生的事情都发生了

你顾及不了那么多

只是想让时间随着这首歌慢下来

静下来冷下来

总觉得

自己是我

我就是自己

自己是没有反抗自己的

就算自己原本是热的

你想要变冷

也不是一瞬间的事情

你是热情的话

也不可能一瞬间冷淡

你原本就是你自己

为何改变呢

改变不了的

为何要努力去改

最近的自己真的一直违反自己

搞得自己不像自己的

弄得周围的朋友都觉得我怪怪

但是前一两天

突然看到了道路

那我曾经订下来的路

拿起手刀尝试斩草

拨开杂草看到的

仍然是那每天等待我的彩虹

七色彩虹

永不退色

为何当初的我却坠落了

还有六天的等候

期望的变现实

何等的开心

永不落画的星空

是多么的闪烁

永恒的我

永恒的自己

1-11-11

the first month of november
it was something bad happen on me
quite upset n felt disappointed totally..
i cant do it down rightly for this moment
i will back here soon..
stay tuned for my news..
my macbook spoiled..
goonna buy a new macbook soon by tomorrow!
hurray for me?
i wish to get..
is bad luck for me recently!
i hate this moment!
but nothing can crush me..
finish talking nonsense for this moment..
heart u..?
u get ?
u feel?
u know?
but useless..
miss all...
single 65days♥

choice 31-10-11

what that i choose?
leave or continue
but myself also will heartache
when leave
and i also dinhave courage to continue
what the way i was choose?
if that really i will wish you happiness with him
i will always stay beside you...♥
I love you
so much.

30-10-11

arggg..
school reopen tomorrow

my holiday passes so fast

im so stress out these days

my parents keep nagging about me

they always ask me to revise my work

but i just revise for awhile then started playing my macbook

maybe they just wants me to study hard

i cant blame on them

im the one who dint pay attention in the class

just fall asleep in the class

maybe i not interested in study

i think i just try my best in my studies

if i cant do i cant help it also

haha

wish me good luck <3

ill 28-10-11

i dont looks so well today

i woke up my head suddenly felt so pain.

i got a headache.

my eyes look swollen and red too.

dont know whats gone into me.

maybe lack of sleep.

some of my friends told me,

i should sleep early at night

but i cant go to bed early

i cant sleep

used to sleep late. @____@

i really exhausted !

i need to relax !

imminent weather

Raining seasons these few days,
makes my body shivering.
but i like it rains at night.
i can snooze and snuggle my pillow,
with a air-condition in my room
when i awake in the morning,
i still can feel the cold in my room
futhermore i never switch on a fan
i love the raining weather compare to a sunny day...
although its quite chilly.
thx for ur caring..
me get dou.!
it's so warm..

27-10-2011

Hey!
1year din touch my blog ady...
So stress these few days

sick of it =_____=

time past so quickly

im happy that this year is my last year

of studying at this school

then, i thinking of finding a job 1st

coz i want to earn $$ for myself

if im a billionare child

i no need to think so much

just sit and enjoy my life
my life is over
regret