25/11/2011

this is a diary for you ,for the last time
the moment that i wake up and i straight away look at my phone
i cant even clearly saw what u writing about and i cant even talked well
i still in blur status , i call you
you told me that you dont felt like wanna talking
as usual, i followed what your wishes.
maybe you just never realize that, i need and i must follow what your want
you told me that you dont felt like wanna talk and ask me to text you, i follow
even i dont feel like wanna text.
u always expect that i need to follow what your wishes.

i dont know what is the particular reason that you so desperate wanna see me
not because of you like me
you never care what my situation and my feeling
u always want me to follow your wishes even i dont think like wanna do that
have u ever think what my feeling
maybe i am just the one to fill your free time

i am in tired and i am unhappy
not only physically and also mental
i dont wanna chase your shadow


i also wish people follow me
i also wish , people care me =)