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Monday, November 28, 2011

28/11/2011

You know who is that?
I have been stopped to meet she since year 2009.
when we were still young sure got many puppy love right?
It's because of kiss and hug such things
I gave she already.
lol.
Ya. I dont mind to share it.
And now,
I'm avoid she
but I'm not going to force myself to forget her..
Ya.
Last time is me said break up.
Because I can't accept his lifestyle, attitude and etc.
I had just 1 year more be with she..
But,
felt uncomfortable through cheating me.
My parents and friends fed up on me
because of my childish.
I gave up all my things even studies because of her.
Was I stupid?
Sure. I was.
That time too young I admit.
I didn't even know what's important for me.
Only her in my mind.
She did love me but I dont think she treated me good.
Finally,
I gave up our relationship in despair.
Is already 2 years.
I always tell she I wont be with she anymore
and told her that I have Girl Friend now.
when dont even give up to sms me or call me within 3 or 4 weeks.
I checked her facebook..
she gave it to me last week.
I realised that she has changed.
Her hairstyle I mean.
but not his attitude and character.
I definitely won't repeat that.
Because I knew my own situation very well..
It's from my real heart.


God bless

Friday, November 25, 2011

25/11/2011

this is a diary for you ,for the last time
the moment that i wake up and i straight away look at my phone
i cant even clearly saw what u writing about and i cant even talked well
i still in blur status , i call you
you told me that you dont felt like wanna talking
as usual, i followed what your wishes.
maybe you just never realize that, i need and i must follow what your want
you told me that you dont felt like wanna talk and ask me to text you, i follow
even i dont feel like wanna text.
u always expect that i need to follow what your wishes.

i dont know what is the particular reason that you so desperate wanna see me
not because of you like me
you never care what my situation and my feeling
u always want me to follow your wishes even i dont think like wanna do that
have u ever think what my feeling
maybe i am just the one to fill your free time

i am in tired and i am unhappy
not only physically and also mental
i dont wanna chase your shadow


i also wish people follow me
i also wish , people care me =)

Thursday, November 24, 2011

24/11/2011

只要 在我的眸中
曾有你芬芳的夏日
在我心中
永存一首真挚的诗

那么就这样忧伤以终老
也没什么不好

1995-10-08
by
Dex

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

流言蜚语
多得是
满天飞
如果每一个谣言
我都要很在意
很生气的话
我也太累了
懂我的人
不用我解释
他都懂我
不懂我的人
我也不必解释那么多
理智
是我现在学习的东西
沉住气
是成长必学的东西
天公疼傻子
可是我们不能一直当傻子
正常的判断力
足以判断一个人
对你真心与否
判断力
是让我们不受谣言影响
洗脑
我们必须在谣言的世界
稳固我们的判断力
不是别人说是
你也觉得是
一句话要带出的意思很多
这要看每个人的理解能力
华语考试为什么会考理解就是这样
明明作文给的都一样
却还是有人对有人错
难道他们看的文章不一样吗?


-林钟献一向个性冲动-
-心直口快-
-有时说的话不是这个意思-
-却可以被误会成是这个意思-
-说声对不起-
-如果让您不小心误会了-
-不必想太多-
-我这人从不想太多-

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

just back form low yat for my unifi job..
tried face..
T.T
i have to getting rest now!
i need hard working for this job!
seeing the ways earn money..!

work hard!
workhard!
work hard!
workhard!
work hard!
workhard!
work hard!
workhard!
work hard!
workhard!
$..$

Monday, November 21, 2011

很久很久以前的她,是属于他的她。

这个时刻的她,是属于她自己的她。

过了很久很久的她,比起以前的她,

越来越开心,越来越自由,越来越活泼,越来越可爱。

曾经以为已经没有他的她,以为一切已经结束,

今天的他,忽然又思念回她,而她,却已经没有了他。

她没看到他,而他呢,在远边,默默的看着她。

只希望她,快快乐乐的过日子,也不必想念他。

Dex Lim
22/11/2011
10.56
Subway

Had a very full filling tea break.
Thanks to the awesome Subway buy one free one voucher ;)
Of course i don't eat both sandwiches alone,
I share it with someone ;)
Never thought a subway sandwich actually enough to stuff my stomach and make me do not have appetite to take dinner.
Gotta keep my diet plan success! Gotta control my diet,
say NO to obese hehe.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

This is my first visit to Garden Lifestyle Store and Cafe which located at The Curve. I think this cafe is well-known, with concept/ theme similar to Full House but personally I think Full House's theme cuter :D I like the garden theme green plants decorations together with white wall, furnitures, piano etc, these settings all together creates a comfortable place for people to relax and relieve stress. And surprisingly they serves good food too, in other words the food quality is satisfying though I had tried only two dishes.

I didn't take much photos, but here a few to share with you.
Let's give the photos a glance :)





my lovely friend



Here's come to the end of the post.
Will update more, stay tune :)

Saturday, November 19, 2011

飞得越高,看得越多,失望也越多
The higher you fly, the more you see, the more you feel disappointed.

我不知道为什么这一句一直在我脑中
觉得这一句很适合今天的我
期望很高,看到很多东西,但是相反的跌得也很痛

不开心
没有安慰
也没有办法让自己开心起来
想找人倾诉可是能够找谁呢
又有谁会听我说呢?

开始厌倦自己
讨厌自己对自己的看法
100 只有 50
蓝色给了回来时是红色的
错的只有一方
对的在那里呢?

找寻
那另一片天空
那片宛如彩霞一般的天空
让我好好站在那里
瞭望那短暂的日落

Friday, November 18, 2011

有些话,想对自己说很久了
但是却没有说出口

你可以不要要求那么高吗?
有时因为你要求高,又得不到你想要的
就一定会失望
爬得越高,跌的时候就一定越痛

曾经想这样又想那样
但最后呢?又怎样?
你不能硬硬改变一个人的性格的
你不是超人
但是我也知道你不能一下改变自己
时间是必须的
就让时间来过渡你自己

环境不同了
你的生活也必须改变了
想快不能快,想慢有不能慢
想做的东西太多了
你不能顾全每一样东西
你只会觉得时间不够用

你就是觉得人家负了你
但是人家也会有自己的天空
你不能得到人家的认同
是因为你做的人家不满意你的做法
你就算了吧
你现在没有身份
你没有!!!

没有人会知道
也不会有人过问
你需要安静的修身养性了
社会太混乱了
很多不应该发生的事情都发生了
你顾及不了那么多
只是想让时间随着这首歌慢下来
静下来冷下来

Thursday, November 17, 2011

总觉得
自己是我
我就是自己
自己是没有反抗自己的

就算自己原本是热的
你想要变冷
也不是一瞬间的事情
你是热情的话
也不可能一瞬间冷淡

你原本就是你自己
为何改变呢
改变不了的
为何要努力去改

最近的自己真的一直违反自己
搞得自己不像自己的
弄得周围的朋友都觉得我怪怪

但是前一两天
突然看到了道路
那我曾经订下来的路
拿起手刀尝试斩草
拨开杂草看到的
仍然是那每天等待我的彩虹
七色彩虹
永不退色
为何当初的我却坠落了

还有六天的等候
期望的变现实
何等的开心
永不落画的星空
是多么的闪烁
永恒的我
永恒的自己